♥my peng♥

You may not be my first but i really loves you now, what else matters? I'm not perfect, you aren't either. The two of us may never be perfect together but as long as you can make me laugh, I might think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto you and give you the most I can. I may not be thinking about you every second of the day but I will give you part of my life that I know you won't break-my heart. We fell in love, despite our differences and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it but no relationship is perfect, ever. There always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater. The love we have for each other is bigger than these smaller differences and that's the key. It's like a big pie chart and the love in a relationship has to be biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot. So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this everyday but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you forever, everyday. It's you and me... everyday ㋡

my heartthrob and will be my'imam' someday

insyaAllah..amin!

p/s: MOHAMAD FAKHRUL HADI BIN MOHD SHAMSUDDIN, i might have a lot of boys friends but believe me, you're the only boy in my heart. So please don't get jealous to them  because they don't have something that you have, my heart. Its already belongs to you. I do love you so much bie ♥♥

my sweet 20's

     on 20th of july,im already 20...wah!! da bpluh an da aq nie upenye kn..blh kawen da nie..hewhew..thn nie clbrate birthday tanpa fam.huuu....sdeynye..sobsob :(   tp adnye kwn2 at cnie m'bwtkn diri ini bgitu b'harga..hehehe...dpt free cll so kul 12 b'gayut smpai lbam dgn si ding(hatim.. byk gler bnde ite borak, gado, n etc..tp xley gayut smpai subuh laa sbb kul 9pg tu ad class..

   pg nie classmate wish birthday.. igt jgk dowg upenye kn...then dpt present dr aten :)

thanx aten.. loveyouulah <3

    after gy lunch dgn classmate then dpt call dr mira... dy ckp dy ad mslh  nga sdey sgt.. dy suh dtg blik dy.. tp balek blik aq dlu rehat2 n solat dlu.. at blik, ain xde.. roomate len kate ain kua dgn gewe dy.. xpelaa sbb dorg mmg da lme xkua sme pon.. roomate yg len pon siap2 sbb nk kua katenye..gy mkn kfc dgn gewe ayu.. ok, pcaye jgk.. tp dorg kate nk gy jmpe spupu dlu at kolej tu. #pcaye lg..

   smpai je at kolej D.O tu, cll mira sbb xtw blik dy yg mne.. #actually da bllh wse mira ad wt smething nie.. smpai je at blik mira tu mmg tkjot tgk ad my roomate( ain syfiqah,ayu n ain ridzuan) + blik tu d'hias dgn belon2 lg aw.. seuzly tharu sgt smpai nanges aw..

belon2 nie angin dr perot ain n tulisan karta mira

      da lme kowt xde birthday party cmni.. lgpon salu fam yg wt tp yg nie kwn2 wt en, aq pon xpena plan cmni tuk kwn2 aq.. sume nie keje 2 org nie laa..plan dorg mmg m'jd laa smpai aq x expect pon dorg akn wt cmtu.. smpai fon mira ley t'tggal dlm tggiling.. nseb bek laa yg jmpe tu org baek2.. haish.. mira2..

yg m'meriahkan lg suasana

tudung je b'tukar, bju still same.. :')

   ptg plak jmpe dgn my love, hewhew.. dy xde bg adiah pape tp ckup laa dgn kasih syg dy bg.. cehhh!!! lgpon nie first time aw after 8years that  im taken on my birthday. pelik kn??hehehe..dy jmpe ptg tu sbb dy ad msk lauk utk aq..kre adiah laa tu, dy wt sndiri adiah tu aw..#sbbnye dy taw aq ske mkn kot..hahaha..

ayam bakar,tomyam,smbal sotong n tempoyak (^_^)

kre not bad laa utk org yg xde basic dlm memasak nie.. yela, dak blaja dpn komputer memasak.. aq pon bkn reti sgt msk.. krenye skrg nie xpyh lg laa nk crik bakal suami chef, i've found my personal chef..hewhew..byk btol mknn mlm tu..huhuhu.. mmg gemok sgt laa pahni gak..

p/s: thanks for those wished for my birthday.. especially aten, mira, ain, ain syfiqah,ayu, zira, sheila n bie <3.. sayangkorangketat2!!!!

perasan b'photoshoot :)

rupenye b'photoshoot nie pnt gak en..

da laa pns dgn lampu2  at sekeliling tu.

mmg b'peluh laa kn mse n lpas snap2 pix tu..

pttlaa model2 salu suh 'make up artist' touch up mke dorg..

mle2 nie sume malu2 lg.. 

yela, org yg ad dpn camera tu bkn sorg je..

5 ke 6 org jgk laa..

lme2........

colourful kn kami :)

ske nk m'ceriakn suasana

last but not least

msty akn ad pix org yg gler cam kn?

hehehe..

kami laa org tu :)

dlm photoshoot nie aq xpkai make up k

nie laa mke natural aq (^_^)

p/s: sorry lau sape2 yg bce blog nie wse annoyed..

blog nie mmg jus for fun je :)

SELAMAT MALAM

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Lelapkan matamu
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Tidurlah sayangku

ble da midnight dy akn wt 'WHATCHUWANT' then ite org borak b'jam2.. ble aq wse da ngantuk dy mle laa dodoikan aq dgn lagu nie.. even xske sgt faizal tahir tp sbb dy nyanyi tiap kali kami ber'WHATCHUWANT' ,jd ske lagu nie..hehehe..

p/s : loveyoulaahpeng <3

BREAK UP?

    its really really damn painful if he/she was our first love. Npe nk cte sal break up tbe2 nie kn? sbbnye skrg ni  one of my frenz tgh mgalami saat2 myedihkan serta melukakan aty dy.. yelaa.. after 2 and 1/2 year dorg kapel2 tup2 break jgk.. sbr je laa eak kwn.. bahagia bkn slamenye ite akn dpt.. actually aq phm sgt2 ap yg dy alami skrg.. pena ad pgalaman laa katekan.. skrg nie myb tiap mlm dy akn mnangis t'igtkn ex bf dy tu.. tp lme2 it will go far away from her mind.. it just take a little bit time dear juz jgn simpan dendam at dorg.. myb si lelaki tu bg mcm2 alasan utk ptus kn? tp sbb sbnrnye dy da brubah aty at prmpuan len yg kononnye lg dkt dgn dy, ley jge dy.. hahaha..alasan je laa kn.. its okay laa if laki tu da brubah aty tp mslhnye yg aq agk kurg phm d'sni si prempuan yg dmksdkn tu org yg tw hbungan  ite dgn laki tu.. dy taw ite kapel bhgia dgn dy.. ad gmbr2 at fb siap like2, cmment ' sweetnye korg nie'..then laki dlm gmbr tu korg amek? mknenye tiap kapel yg nmpk cm SWEET COUPLE nie,mknenye laki tu prlu drmpas dr psangan dorg ke? xpe laa.. myb korg wse bnde tu xslh n korg x rse b'slh.. tp once bnde tu kne at korg, u will know the pain.

    for my little fren, its okay my dear..dont waste your tears for boy who doesnt care about your heart loyalty.. believe me, u deserve better than him.. u know how sick i am when i've broke up with my first love.. its so pathetic right? tp skrg aq da bgkit... aq xtkut utk sygkn lelaki..xtkut utk bcinte lg..and now i've found someone who can treat me well as a lover..so far until now.. jdkn pgalaman pahit manis kite dgn ex tu as pgajaran.. mcm org kate, 'pengalaman mengajar kite kn'? ini laa pluang kite utk mjadi lbih baek.. lgpun umur remaja mcm ite nie normal mgalami broken hearted d'sebbkan cinta.. lg 1, bnde2 mcm nie blh mmatangkan kite.. mkin mningkat umur kite, mkin byk mslah ite akn alami.. so, putus cinte nie sbnrnye suku drpd mslh2 yg ite akn alami utk mase akn dtg.. myb god still love you thats why He make this for you.. sume yg b'laku ad hikmahnye kn? jd, chill laa k dear :)
  one more thing, kalo dy adalah jodoh ite.. dy akn balek jgk at ite even mcm mne skali pon prmpuan2 len cbe nk amek dy.. jodoh ite da d'tntukan da. cume cre utk ite b'jmpe o btemu smula dgn jodoh ite tu perlukan mase.. bykkan b'sbar n jgn ttup sgt aty tu k.. i'll be there 4 u if u need me k :)


p/s: for HIM, i hope u'll b happy wit her 4eva. InsyaAllah!! n hope ite xde pape dndam lg pasni.. i think ite nie mmg sesuai jd kwan utk arguing something myb.. :)

dinner at mcd wcy

        bpe hr nie xbrpe nk epy sgt laa. my boyfie da mungkir janji dy 4 hr bturut2. Dy ckp nk dtg Machang tp hampeh. Perangai dy wt aq rase " technically: i'm taken. emotionally: im single" huhuhu. So asyik b'gado je laa kn. Mcm2 alasan dy bg, kete rosak, adk xshat, kne gy klinik, n etc. Hr nie pon dy janji nk dtg jgk tp hari ni aq xmgharap sgt sbb da xnk gado. Dy mmg xdtg jgk n kali nie dy bagi alasan dy sbnr. dy bg password n kata laluan irakyat dy. Dy suruh check balance acc dy. OK,dy mmg nga sengkek skrg but i really know him. Ble kte org jmpe, dy msty akn blikan smething. Tu laa mmg sifat dy dr sblm kte org kapel lg. Mcm2 bnde da dy blikan smpai aq plak yg mara ble dy nk blikan pape lg. Lgpon dy xske nk pkai duit pmpuan nie. So, aq kne laa phm dy kn. 
         Mlm td aq start lapa then ajk ain gy mkn. Tbe2 ain ajk gy mkn mcd at wcy. *thiiiinngggg!!! dgr je wcy, aq trus laa  OKE!! *peluang nk jmpe kekasih hati kn..hee.. dgn pantasnye aq bsiap nk gy even time tu da pkul 9mlm sbb asrama nie kunci kul 11.30 tp mmg aq xpduli da pon. My heart is much important coz im totally miss him soo much!!xpe laa aq bkorban plak tuk dy kali nie. Smpai je sne tggu dy stgah jam. Mle2 dy smpai je da wt aq nek angin, mmg kne cmpak fon laa. Tgh mara tu trus gy at kaunter,* nga 10sion kn, kne laa mkn.hewhew.. sbb teringin mkn chicken foldover trus order set tu.. hee.. dapnye..

then dy dtg pujuk aq, seuz laa.. ble tgk mke dy xley nk mara lme2.. mke dy klakar kot.hahaha.. Lpas da knyang mkn ite org borak2 smpai xsdar da pkul 12midnight tp rse xpuas lg laa..hmmm.. ok, its time to back dorm..huhu.. sok pg ad klas kul 8.

thanx mama ain n papa syafiq pertemukan sy dgn syg sy.. love u guys laa!

when u make me cry, u owez find ways to make me laugh again..

i love u so damn much bie <3