because of you

i still can't forget you
i still can't get over you
cant remember how many years since we broke up
but i cry every time i think about you
why i'm so eager to see you today
the sound of rain droplet leaves my heart shaken up

i regret giving you my love
i regret getting attached to you
i regret holding you back
why do i have to face the pain alone
i tried to be your only girl
did you ever understood my heart?
now it became the compass of broken love
tears are flowing down and soaks the dry lips

oh what should i do?
now i can't erase you out of my mind
i cried a lot because of you
i laughed a lot because of you
i believed in love because of you
i've lost everything because of you

i'm speechless,suffocating and lonely
the word without you have;
chewed out my heart
stomped on my dignity
torn apart my heart

so why did you leave me behind
it also rained on that day
you've stared at me wordlessly
you've stared at nothing else but me
those trembling gazes and the awkwardly forced smile
speaks of our separation
you've told me to leave
and the moment leave
you treat me as i'm insane,it's just too hard

then i cry silently and wordlessly
cause i want to stay next to you
my love is true
wanna go back to when i was with you

i miss you.. i need you
even in my dreams i'm with you
rewind back the time
i wanna kiss you again my boy
my heart aches
its too much to bear
cant live without you
please come back to me and stay with me :'(

ooo BOOLAT ooo

sy ske bntuk BULAT

(BULAT/CIRCLES/ROUND)

FIRSTLY :-

bumi tmpat kte b'tduh, mnetap dan hidup nieyh BULAT

sy dan kwn2 sy ad cipta 1 buah bku yg d'beri tajuk

" FRIENDSHIP ON A WHEEL"

knp tjuk bku tu d'beri sdemikian?

mksd istilahnye ialah PERSAHABATAN DI DALAM RODA

mksd pnjgnye: persahabatan yang xakn putus sampai bile2..

lgpun bku tu kami akan pos2 kan mgikut turn msing2

sbb masing2 brada jaoh kn..

jd bku tersebut akn terus b'jlan  sperti roda dgn m'bawa cerita2 msing..

walaupun kami smua brada jaoh

tp hbungan kami xkn putus sbb pshabatn kami ad dlm BULATan t'sebut :)

MISS YOU GUYZ A LOT, N.A.H.B.I.E.F :(

Lastly, i love my BOOLAT a lot  <3

who's my BOOLAT ????

bulat n comel kn??

tp pix nieyh 2 thn lpas arh..

tem sy bg dy mkn byk2..

HAHAHA :D

skrg da xbulat sgt da.

tp gelaran t'sebut lekat jgk at dy.hehe :)

da 3 thn sy dgn dy even byk sgt dugaan kne hadapi

wk2 mle2 knl dy tem f3

tp tem tu dy mnt at my frenz, tp kwn xnk lyn en..

hahah..pdn mke :p

then, f4 ite owg 1 kls...

pd 5 feb 2008 b'mlelah pknlan kami b'2...

nieyh pix2 yg lme.. byk lg snanye..

9t larh tgk k :)

 last but not least;

dy dan sy yg skrg :)

after 3 years m'harungi cabaran dlm hdup..

now, dugaan tu ad lg sbb kami msing2 jaoh..

dy d barat, aq d tmur laut :(

hope even ite owg jaoh, tp hati ite owg akn salu dkt.. 

AMIIINNN!!!!

SARANG HAEYO SHAHRUL RIDHWAN SARI@SAHARI

a.k.a BOOLAT <3

...k'BORINGAN...

1st time mnulis blog..

hrmm... knp nk wt blog??

sbbnya adalah:.....

tgh boring glur "PIG" nieyh

roomate dua2 xde at bilik mninggalkan aq k'boringan..

smpai aty kowg tgglkan aq sowg2.. :(

 

blog nieyh slh satu cre tuk hlgkn sume kboringan diri ini..

cehhh.... :)

aq still bru nk b'jinak2dgn blog nieyh..

hope da lme2 9t pndai arh gne n update salu..

sekian........<3